when someone doubts my intention or try to hurt my genuine feelings,

i totally feel like sh**!(don't want to utter this word but that best describes it!)

all i wanna do right now is to seclude myself from all these absurdities.
i am emotionally vulnerable and i easily get disheartened.it's just sad to be all alone and to bear with all of these.i am being truthful and i guess i have to try even harder to gain someone else's full trust and confidence.tonight, i might be sleeping with a heavy heart but is praying to wake up with a renewed spirit.